Proud Of Myself



I’m proud of myself in ways you may not know.

I’ve fought many battles, camouflaged a multiple scar that might not show.

I’ve won a few laurels, though not the ones that are displayed on the shelf at home.

 

I’m proud of myself in many ways you may not know.

 

I’ve learnt lessons trying to make the chapters of my life fulfilling.

Walked on wrong paths and was found by someone strange.

Planned my actions only to lose myself to a mess by people known.

 

I’m proud of myself in many ways you may not know.

I embraced the chaos.

I rejoiced in the voids.

 

And you think I’m a distracted soul.


But I’m proud of myself in ways you may never know.

 

My eyes open wide even when it rained the most.

Never closing them even in the brightest sunshine.

 

Coz I will play my part well no matter how many times I forget my lines.


Until I do close my eyes.


I'll be proud of myself in many ways you may never know.





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